The puzzle

Making the phenomeum of DAS darker; being open to leaving cherished childlike notions of what it is, unknown realities, de-mythologizing dreams and can paradise be the real infernal? Trusting the questioning self in its motives in this the second week of beliefs tracking which might hamper practise yields an insight. My beliefs in simple indifference create the possible. Stated desires notwithstanding the beliefs stand guard over the terrain I access. This self-regulating mechanism has a sufficiency.

I decided I wanted to know what I believed and that I would not judge. The landscape opened up. I become a tourist in my own internal vista where the beliefs statuesque and energetic stand as creative power points. The visual imagery was more complex than the painting above. What is similar is the scale .The beliefs in relation to me is disturbing. Yet they are mine(?) I created them ( or did I merely adopt them) and yet I make/experience their potency exceeding mine. I am appalled; not by the beliefs but by how I have bought into this bizarre idea of my relationship with my beliefs. Seth calls beliefs playthings to arrange and displace at will, so why do they appear so solid and so permanent? If there be no monsters here, something else is afoot. No doubt by next sunday I'll know more.