Monday, July 17, 2006

Session 30-Entanglement of psychic energies.


“Your living spaces should be divided as to function. This avoids entanglement of psychic energies. I will go into this during one of our regular sessions”..Vol I page 233.

Session 30 re-evokes the prompting that I cease eating at the large table in the front room of my studio, that I get a small fold away table for the kitchen. I have not followed through, another example of how I pick which prompting to follow. This raises serious questions. In my life there are cacophonies of promptings I have ignored. It’s sobering to realise that these relate to things/events ‘not showing up’. I’m not engaged in self-castigation. But ‘objectively’ I have done myself a disservice. Its born of ignorance rather than self sabotage, still the results are the same, desires unfulfilled, probabilities and expressions not encountered because of turns not taken. If ‘here’ and ‘now ‘is nexus, I can see with inner sight, a type of spatial directionality, some of the progressive events that could have arisen had I listened to those prompting instead of treating them as ‘botherations’ from the inner me.

Seth to the Butts
“I found you in certain physical circumstances, some of which were psychically unfavourable”
And
“ I made the suggestion because I was aware of the condition that needed a remedy. These changes in your physical situation, believe it or not, will save you both some psychic difficulties and even physical ills, otherwise I would have made no suggestions.” session 30, Vol l

My inactions were not even thought out. The front room is where I do most of my academic study and it’s big enough for the my monster easel . The promptings insist that the configuration is far from optimal, that the easel needs to go into the bay. The bay looks out on to the street, the traffic of which is mild since this is a residential area. My large table needs to against the back south wall so that it faces the wall, which I could then use as a plane of images. The centre of the room needs to remain clear. The present location of the easel is a reason I don’t paint as much as I could .The easel has a consciousness and I think it broods and sulks in a corner out of sight .I do feel guilty when I use it as a clotheshorse. When I remember how much it cost me...